| i sit with myself not sayin one thing without reasoning i am utterly speechless utterly amazed at literally nothing isnt it amazing how everything speaks when you ask it nothing i was awoken in the dark but it didnt turn light untill i fell back asleep i read an entire book before the final chapter was complete i ran 40 miles but the only sweat that rolled down was that of my worry, that i would not finish i had a chord struck in me when my guitar stopped playing i sat for a long time still without reason and i dont mind |
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| we counted the sand one grain by one and smiled as it swayed into the waves the sun began to set meld into the sea and when they became no more then a canvas we counted the heavens one star by one and where the heavens ended we walked on walking through every thought that passed our minds walking through every ocean that stunted our steps before then we walked some more counting our steps one foot by one we traveled past the sun past the iron bars that kept our souls nothing could hold us back now not seas or heavens or suns or bars we broke through our barriers breaking walls one brick by one |
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| its been awhile hmmmm i dont like birthdays they are kinda pointless oh well happy birthday to me |
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| i stared i stared for many many years i opened my mind and shut out reality and i saw the world i saw colors noone else has seen i saw things beyond belief i saw life in front of my eyes in the air we breathe in the leaves that fall from trees someone comes to speak to me and i describe these things he asks how he could see my world i told him he would see it if he was blind for only when you shut out necessity do you achieve destiny i see the world through my reflection i see the world through the bianary on the wall i see the world through words the very same words that if spoken by a mouse would turn him into a lion i jump submerse myself in myself explore every point of being my mind wonders throughout i hear of a world that not even i have seen for if i had seen it i would have wished for death because the pure beauty would be unexscapeable can you imagine seeing such world of pure light even the thought of such a world surpasses life but the fear that such a world does not exist keeps me from death hark the angels call but i refuse to listen im content with my world of color and i am willing to wait to find the mystery world but i can still imagine |
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| Hearts happy rejoicing as one becomes two when love becomes reality when trust becomes real once you catch love's fever there is no escape no matter how much pain you need more crave more love is a disease that affects all but it may be the first disease that can cure other diseases you know that some things will never be in your heart you keep hoping as if in some relative universe, reality would become love but you know deep down in side the more you wish for such things is like pushing a dagger deeper and deeper deeper and deeper till you fall over and die leaving no one to love you become obsessed the curious hour is close at hand but it isnt worth the tears or the years one step at a time trucking through it all it will come soon enough so dont cry little sheep it will come untill then be happy with what you have with what you use to have with who you have with who you use to have for i tell you the truth these friends can help you where worthless words from the glory cannot so slow down and dont worry all in good time my dear all in good time |
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